"If I wait for perfection, I would never write a word" - Margaret Atwood

Saturday, 18 January 2014

Muslimah Itu

Assalamualaikum..






Muslimah itu,
Terkadang gelak kuat tak henti-henti,
Terkadang juga minum berdiri,
Terkadang sebelum tidur terlupa baca doa dan ayat Kursi,
Terkadang pakai stoking mula dari kaki kiri,
Terkadang aci redah sarung kasut orang lain tanpa di sedari.

Muslimah itu,
Terkadang gembira sampai terlompat terkinja sambil senyum tayang gigi,
Terkadang air matanya menitis laju tak terperi,
Terkadang rasa lemah sampai tak mampu nak bangun-bangun lagi,
Terkadang rasa marah menguasai diri,
Sampai rasa nak lempang orang tu laju-laju without mercy.

Muslimah itu,
Adalah manusia biasa,
Yang tak lari dari segala bagai perasaan sebagai manusia,
Yang tak lari dari segala macam ujian dan pancaroba,
Yang tak lari dari perasaan lemah dan tak bermaya,
Yang tak lari dari buat khilaf salah dan dosa
Kerana apa?
Kerana dia juga manusia biasa.

Apa-apa pun,
Yang pastinya,
Muslimah itu,
Sentiasa bangkit bila terjatuh,
Sentiasa cuba gembirakan orang lain walau hatinya sendiri remuk,
Sentiasa cuba untuk improve diri,
Dari semasa ke semasa tanpa henti,
Walau terkadang dia tersungkur,
Itu bukan kerana dia lemah,
Tapi itu kerana dia cuba ambil masa untuk bangkit semula,
Jadi kuat dari sebelumnya,
Kerana dia berusaha,
Untuk menjadi bidadari dunia,
Dan juga di akhirat sana.

-Shared from Super Akhawat

Thursday, 16 January 2014

Midnight Post

Salam..


          Hello blog.. It's 12.58 a.m at the moment when I would normally sleep after I did my revision. That's in the case of study week otherwise it will be a lot earlier with the bed keeps seducing me at all times. *sleepy head. Oh yeah..I've done with my last paper just now in the morning. 




Hooray? Not really.. Knowing the real challenge begins next week kinda break my nerves. Yes it's the beginning of semester 2 where I will encounter the real patients plus abundance of hard subjects to digest. Other than that, I've got lots of events and programmes to handle during the weekends. Hmm.. guess I need to stop being indifferent and be more well-organized. May the spirits last till the end. Ameen... The three weeks break is gonna end soon and I have several things to do in mind before the classes start in which one of them is to hit the kitchen! 

Last three days, we went to celebrate Mek Chah's birthday as well as escaping from the exam mode for a moment. As usual it was a potluck type dinner and we the 'anak dara' prepared a tiramisu and carbonara with tagliatelle. The other food were also amazing and that's why I'd always like to grab a chance to gather with the Malaysians. Hehe..


Mek Chah is one-year-old now

That's it. Till we meet again blog. I can't write longer because my eyes are half opened right now. Huhu.. Goodnight UKrians and good morning Malaysians :)

Till the, assalamualaikum.