My Routine

Assalamualaikum...

            My health condition is not at its best at the moment. I'm currently having a full package of sickness that the fever comes along with the flu, cough and headache. It's been over a week yet they have not shown any signs of recovery. Sobbss.. Takpelah, seandainya sakit itu pengubat dosa. In syaa Allah.. The condition get worse since I'd been ignoring it. I should have had a rest and I wanted to but the situation just didn't allow me to do so. Abundance of things came passed by and I had a rough time just to keep everything in place.

 Now I admit that the second year is a lot hectic than it was during the first year especially during Monday when the lectures end up at 4 p.m and as soon after that I need to take my turn to cook for dinner. The next following day is a bit free and Wednesday is when I love the most because of the practicals themselves.

Anyway, life is not always easy. Friday is when I always have the same terrible feeling. Supposedly it has to be a day full of barakah and it actually is but the COCS (Clinical Optometry and Communication Skills) practical had always made my heart skipped a beat. *or two beats maybe? Having a thought of dealing with the supervisor alone could agitate my sleep. It is basically a practical that I'd done before during the first year but what makes it different this year is that we are going to be assessed by the supervisor throughout the routine and they will rate us whether competent or incompetent. Initially I was chasing for that competent level and how I always felt bad whenever I was not able to achieve so. But as time goes on, I've realized that the feeling of contentment is not only when I get competent but it could be as well when I've prepared enough and tried my best or the supervisor will at least gave a compliment even though they did not rate me that competent level. After all, it's not the result that you achieve, but it's what you learn throughout the process that matters, right?

I'm happy that my schedule is now packed. It means I will have less oversleep time (selalunye kan terlebih tido.hehe..) and less thought of unnecessary things and less shopping in which I usually do once a week but now since my house is a long way from the city, it has somehow lessen the desire to spend. Thank God for that!!

Till then, Assalamualaikum